Isabella Swan,

I know you don't like it when I overwhelm you with extravagante things, love, 

so I won't do that - instead, I'll devour you and smother you in every ounce of 

love I have to give you.

I know you can't see love, but you can feel it, hold it and cherish 

it. when I touch you, I am touching love in its purest form Bella. When I hold 

you, I'm holding the most delicate form of love - a love that I cherish more than 

my own existence. A love I would be lost without. 

You can't buy love, either, but you can earn it, and be defined by it. Bella, you 

define me, You give this rozen, confusing existence warmpth, and meaning. 

When I promised Mr. Weber that I would love and cherish you for as long 

as we both shall live, what I wanted to say was : " I will protect you, even when 

you're almost indestructable. I ill devote my existence to being the perfect husband 

for this forever we are about to embark on together. And, I will do everything in my 

power to make our eternity together feel as full of life as possible because your 

happiness gives me purpose. You give me purpose, my Bella. My Love. "

Thank you for being my lamb, Isabella Cullen. Thank you for being my everything.

I love you more than anything and promise to devote myself entirely to making 

you smile, making you happy.

Happy Anniversary, my love.

Always,

Edward.

mungkin orang bilang aku tergila gila dengan Twilight Saga, Edward Cullen, Bella Swan, dan itu seratus persen benar. aku mungkin satu dari sekian banyak penggemar twilight yang ingin menjadi Isabella Marie Swan yang memiliki hidup cukup indah karena memiliki pria seperti Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, yang baik, sangat mencintai Bella, rela berbuat apapun, sangat romantis, dan mungkin bisa di bilang sempurna walau dia seorang vampire. tapi cerita Twilight Saga itu hanyalah cerita, tidak ada di kehidupan asli. aku berusaha tidak terbawa ke cerita itu dan mencari lelaki seperti Edward Cullen. karena di dunia ini tidak ada yang sempurna.

lelakiku memang tidak sempurna seperti Edward Cullen, dan aku tidak mencari lelaki sempurna, aku mencari lelaki yang tidak sempurna agar aku bisa melengkapi dirinya dan kita bisa menjadi sangat sempurna sebagai pasangan.  ku cinta apa adanya kamu, R ♥

jangan mencoba menjadi sempurna seperti Edward Cullen karena kamu sesungguhnya sempurna bagiku. You're my real Edward Cullen. I promise to love you every moment of forever. 

baby squirrel.

VGTEY♥

aku merindukan saat kita bersama, dalam satu sekolah, dalam satu ruangan.

tawa yang riang itu, suara suara yang kita buat saat bercerita di tengah guru mengajar, lirikan yang menandakan "aku butuh bantuan" itu, kehebohan yang kita buat di saat ada "dirinya", dan masih banyak lagi.

semua terasa aneh saat aku meinggalkan dia. tak ada lagi tawa dan kehebohan itu. tak ada lagi hal hal yang bisa ku bicarakan langsung. hanya dengan social media Twitter kita berbicara dan berjayus ria. merusak timeline dengan hal hal yang sungguh tidak lucu.

andai aku bisa kembali ke saat itu dan memperbaiki semuanya agar tidak terpisah. sungguh aku sangat merindukan mulutmu yang tak bisa diam, tawamu, kejayusanmu, segalanya. kadang ku berfikir, sulit sekali bertemu dengan mu walau jarak rumah kita tidak sejauh dari kelapa gading ke senayan.

hanya berharap walau hanya dengan social media, kita akan tetap menjadi sahabat, samapi kapanpun, kamu yang terbaik! I do love my best, VGT♥

baby squirrel.

New

I renew my blog! No more And The Story Begin. Say hello to "Sing For The Lion and Lamb"  ♥

Enjoy !

Baby squirrel.

Merry Christmas Darling

Merry Christmas, from Mr & Mrs Cullen ♥

The King of all kings was born, he reigns forever more. Let us worship and adore Christ the Lord.

Yesterday was a bad day like 'hell'.

But, Thank God for today, perfect like heaven. I love today's atmosphere. Full of love and joy :)

Like a rainbow after the rain, there's always a good thing after the pain.

Meet him at his house, romantic moment, holding hand, hugs, kiss,  look at eac other's eyes, cooked a potato & Inodmie goreng, ate together, watched TV together, sleep under the blanket, etc.

My favorite part is when you hug me and kiss me. Sweet!

Honestly, I can't describe how perfect todau for me and him. Thank God.

I Love You. I always have and always will. I do.

I pray to God we'll be together, forever, and ever. Xx :*

Royel, inseparable.

rs's ♥

The saddest thing is when your long distance relationship goes wrong because of something and someone.

when you have a problem with your boyfriend and thing that can solve the problem is meet him. 

when you're mad and all you can do is just cry and pray.

Stay with me, I just want you to stay with me.

Honestly, I can't describe how much I love you. It's more than words I can say.

I pray to God everyday to keep you forever.

Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby, there'll be no clear skies, if I lose you baby.

just like the clouds my eyes will do the same if you walk away,

everyday it will rain...

I, Edward Cullen. Take you, Bella Swan. To have and to hold. For better, for worse. For richer, for poorer. In sickness and in health. To love. To cherish as long as we both shall live. I do. I love you.

Breaking Dawn ♥

Charlie, I realize that I’ve gone about this out of order. Traditionally, I should have asked you first. I mean no disrespect, but since Bella has already said yes and I don’t want to diminish her choice in the matter, instead of asking you for her hand, I’m asking for your blessing. We’re getting married, Charlie. I love her more than anything in the world, more than my own life, and – by some miracle – she loves me that way, too. Will you give us your blessing?

- Edward Cullen, Breaking Dawn.

Senior High School life is more complicated. Yes, that's true.
Banyak banget cerita, canda, tawa, tangis, perselisihan yang terjadi dan itu semua akan kita ketawain saat kita udah berkeluarga nanti.
Semua orang pasti pengen punya banyak teman dan ngak punya musuh. Tapi kita hidup di dunia yang ngak sempurna dan itu semua susah banget di dapetin.
For me, better I have one best friend than have a millions fake friends.
Banyak banget orang sekitar yang cuma baik muka tapi busuk hati. Mereka baik depan kita dan di belakang mereka ngomongin kita. Yeah, that's life. Fake.
Banyak banget juga yang sok baik, sok perhatian, sok bener dan ngebuat dia jadi ngak banget.
Pertemanan itu emang ngak segampang yang kita lihat. Gampang dapet temen tapi belum tentu mereka bener.


Gw banyak ngeliat orang sekitar gw yang ribut sama temennya cuma karena status BBM lah, cara ngeliat lah, apa lah. Oh my. Penting ngak sih?
Sampe ribut gede, bawa temen, aduh please yah itu ngak banget. Malah menjuru ke norak. Childish.
Gw melihat itu semua hanya dengan senyuman sambil berpikir kalau kita harus lebih kritis dalam segala hal. Yang kita katakan, yang kita tulis, yang kita pikirkan, bisa bikin orang salah tanggap.
Manusia itu tidak sempurna. Dan ketidaksempurnaan itu yang bisa bikin kita jatuh kalau kita ngak gunakan dengan baik.
Mencari teman yang sempurna itu susah, tapi menjadi sempurna bersama teman itu hal yang paling indah.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.

I'll always be yours even though Twilight don't comes, New Moon won't rise, Eclipse blinded me, & BreakingDawn comes with rain.

- @ellenyulita ♥

Dua puluh tujuh bulan yang lalu tepatnya tanggal tujuhbelas agustus, aku menjadi miliknya. seutuhnya miliknya. Semua berlalu sangat cepat. Terlalu banyak masalah di dalam hubunganku dengannya. Masalah yang datang silih berganti. Jarak yang memisahkan kita pun ini mungkin juga menjadi masalah. Tapi siapa sangka kami bisa melalui semuanya sampai detik ini. Masih bersama menjadi pasangan. Bahagia, itu yang kurasakan saat ku menyadari aku milikmu. Sedih, itu yang kurasakan saat kita mendapat masalah, saat kita tidak bisa bertemu. Cinta, itu yang aku rasakan saat bertemu denganmu dan menjadi bagian dari kehidupanmu. Hanya berharap aku bisa menjadi yang pertama dan terakhir untuk kamu cinta. Aku ingin tetap menjalani semua ini bersama kamu. Dan berharap semua ini abadi selamanya. 

ILoveYou Roy Septian, I do ♥

"There'll be no sunlight if I lose you baby. There'll be no clear skies if I lose you baby. Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same, if you walk away, everyday it will rain" - Bruno Mars ♥


Entah kenapa gw lagi ketakutan.
Takut banget sama yang namanya kehilangan. 
Itu adalah hal terberat dalam hidup gw. 
Apalagi kehilangan orang yang bener bener udah masuk ke dalam hidup kita, kita udah merasa nyaman dan udah terbiasa ada dia.
Gamau kehilangan dia. 
Bahkan gabisa di bayangin gimana jadinya kalau ga ada dia. 
Mungkin ini semua 'lebay' tapi ini apa yang gw rasakan. 
Sebisa mungkin gw bikin dia tetep di samping gw dan berharap itu untuk selamanya.

Giraffe's Girl ♥

smak3week & dufan!

Last week I had the most tiring weekend. sabtu pergi ke smak3 dari sore sampai malem. seru2an ketemu temen nonton band teriak2. SERUUUUUUUUUUUUU!! I'm happy when I know last year I'm part of them :D Miss my best place so much! :') gabisa ceritain karena hanya bisa di rasain sendiri seperti temanya "Feel The Euphoria" and the most favorite things is ............. something <3 haha hanya aku dan viny yang tau :p there's some pict.

dan hari minggunya gfw ke dufan bersama teman2 :D gabisa di jelasin deh hari itu semuanya campur aduk seneng sedih kesel bete ada semua deh. and there's some pict :)

:D

Close together or far apart, you're forever in my heart.

It's late at night and I can't sleep.
Missing you just runs too deep.
Oh I can't breathe, thinking of your smile.
Every kiss I can't forget, this aching heart ain't broken yet.
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying 

I miss you.

Long Distance Relationship. The feeling when I miss him so much and he never coming round. I still waiting for his call or msg. I'm crying and feel the pain. I just want you to know that I miss you. I really need you. It just ain't right. I wish you were here .  Do you miss me like I miss you? :') I don't know. I can't describe what I feel right now. Its too much and that too much hurts me so much.  Our relationship, it just ain't right. But, I won't give up. I'll fight for you. I miss your warm hug and I need your hug tonight. I'm not okay. I'm sick of this shit situation. I want to tell you everythings on my head. I don't know. I get a little bit lonely and crazy. I miss you

On a quiet night when I'm alone,
I think of you until break of dawn
I miss your face, I miss your smile
I haven't seen it in a while

I close my eyes so I can see
The memories of you and me
The love and laughs that we have shared
And all the times that you have spared

Then a surge of sadness from within
Can't stop the tears from rushing in
I miss the way you hold me tight
How I wish you are with me tonight

Then I start to feel this pain inside
And no matter what I cannot hide
I always try, but I always fail
Can't help myself, my heart is frail

Superb Day with Roy 4 - 5 september 2011 ♥

4 September 2011 ♥

hari minggu yang dinantikan itu datang dengan sangat cerahnya. bahagia banget pas tau hari minggu datang. ke gereja, ngucap syukur, lalu bertemu dirinya di moi :) superb sekali hari itu. karaokean dan menggila. lalu terjadi slek sedikit. geeeezzz. about something lah. tidak untuk publik :p lol. lalu abis itu foto2 di blitz icon dan itu sangat seru! karna udah gatau mau ngapain di moi yang ga ada isinya. akhirnya kita mutusin ke lapiz. maunya jalan kaki, baru sampe lottemart udah nyerah akhirnya naik angkot. pertama kali dan seneng banget :D di lapiz kita ngefreak muter2 gajelas, foto2, ngobrol, jalan, dan lain lain. gabisa di ungkapin kena hari itu special banget buat kita. bahagianya ga bisa di ungkapkan dengan kata2, hanya kita berdua yang tau haha. This is some pics of us :)

Royel Freaky Time ♥

Our Romantic Time ♥

Blue&Yellow♥

He's so tall and I'm so short but we still together in love♥

5 September 2011 ♥

Happy Birthday My Hippo Boy, Roy Septian Sinaga!

ah I'm so happy! Today is his 16th birthday and I have something for him :) sebenernya gw udah masuk sekolah, tapi gara2 something jadi pulang cepet ahay! Tuhan bener2 tau :* langsung capcus sama lena & daniel ke rumah dia. disana di bantu sama calistha, ekhel, dana, adrian, suji, jimmy, nathan. seru banget! rencananya adalah mereka semua ke rumah roy dan narik roy ke luar terus di tutup matanya, terus mereka kerjain dengan sirem pake cola, tepung sama telor dan gw keluar dari mobil membawa kue yang sangat besar *lebay* dan resenya lilinnya gamau nyala. oke itu ngeselin -_- trus gw berdiri di depan dia dan ekhel buka penutup matanya dan gw langsung bilang "Happy Birthday" dan kata yang keluar dari mulut dia "loh kok ada dia?" ♥ sebenernya dia takut gw kerumahnya karna belom siap, jadi gw bikin seakan2 gw ga dateng dan dia sedikit sedih karena dia pengen banget di kasih surprise dan gw dateng. dan gw mewujudkan impiannya. super seru dan seneng disana! dan ada seluruh keluarnya karena papanya juga ultah. dan keluarganya udah liat gw, oke tau kan yang namanya takut? itu yg gw rasain, deg2an berasa di bawa ke ketinggian yang sangat tinggi *lebay jadi gila* potong kue, sirem2an air, mainan cream, seru lah! :) :) :) trus abis itu boncengan motor dan makan mcd. terus ke gubuk disana cerita2. I'm glad to know that I make you so damn happy on your birthday :* LYMTICS♥ This is some pics :) *kebanyakan di slr ekhel jadi ini hanya foto yg ada di kameraku*

Royel Best Day. Thank God ♥

Robsten Art

That pictures are so amazing! agree with me? :) I found that on WeHeartIt and I'm in love. You're so amazing! (to someone who drawing that) Just want to share that to all of you :) Robsten Forever ♥

I've been waiting for so long to watch this movie. I can't wait to see My Vampire. That should be so amazing movie! I believe that. November 18, 2011. please come faster. Who's with me? ♥

I just need to turn on the music, put my feet on the dance floor, forget all problems and Dance  ♥

Robert Pattinson

Robert Douglas Thomas Pattinson ♥

Robert Pattinson was born on May 13, 1986, in London, England. He is an actor, model, musician, and producer. I know him when he playing as cedric diggory. and I'm start be his big fans when he plays as Edward Cullen on Twilight. He's so handsome and amazing man for me. He's the Sexiest Man Alive! For more info aboout him, check out this site (http://robertpattinsonindonesia.com/) I can't write all about him, that's TOO MUCH! Lol. I'm Robsessed <3

There's Twilight in my life. I never imagine a New Moon will rise. 'til the Eclipse blinding my sight. Where true love emerge in the Breaking Dawn of my heart.

Friendship

kita semua di dunia pasti memiliki teman. tidak mungkin ada manusia yang tidak memiliki teman. mau itu banyak atau sedikit. tapi tidak semua teman yang kita punya bisa di beri sebutan "sahabat". kita harus bisa berhati hati memilih sahabat, karena tidak semua teman yg kita punya bisa kita jadikan sahabat. banyak teman yang kita punya membenci kita di belakang kita, membicarakan hal buruk soal kita, padahal di depan kita mereka bersikap baik. ada juga teman yang tidak peduli dengan keadaan kita, hanya mencari kita di saat kita butuh. ada juga teman yang suka menjatuhkan kita dan berbicara kasar kepada kita. apa itu bisa di sebut teman? sahabat memang sangat sulit untuk di temukan. but I'm glad I have the best one! di antara semua fake friends yang saya punya masih ada satu yang benar benar ada di saat kita butuh, saling tau rahasia, bisa di ajak seru2an, pokoknya semuanya :) lebih baik saya mempunya satu sahabat dari pada mempunyai banyak teman yang ternyata palsu, membicarakan saya di belakang, dan secara diam2 membenci saya.

They say best friends are hard to find. Well that's because the best ones are already mine, Viny Giorgina :) 

I can't promise you a perfect relationship, but what I can promise you is that as long as we're trying, I'm staying - @iTwitQuotes_

Being in a relationship isn't about the kissing, the dates, or the showing off. It's about being with that person that makes you happy in a way no one else can.

Saddest Moments

bagaimana rasanya harus meininggalkan kenyamanan yang udah lu punya dan lu rasain selama ini?
pasti berat dan itu bener bener gw rasain sendiri. sangat sedih.
tapi live must go on! hal buruk yang sudah terjadi harus di jadikan pelajaran, dan kalau pun harus meninggalkan kenyamanan yg kita punya, kita harus rela. itu yang bisa gw ambil.
berat pastri, sedih pasti, tapi kita bisa apa? mungkin ini yang sudah Tuhan rencanain buat kita dan pasti lebih baik :)
jangan pernah takut untuk gagal karena usaha sendiri dan keluar dari kenyamanan yang kita punya karena kita akan mendapatkan yang lebih dari itu semua.

I'm yours R ♥

DreamWorldDanceClub

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won’t leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I’ll always look for that one reason to fight for you.

After all the pain, heartaches, lies & all that bullshit, after you completely shattered my heart, I still want you with all the pieces left.

Loving means you want the best for him even if it means swallowing the sad reality that the best just isn’t you 

Just because she comes off strong doesn’t mean she didn’t fall asleep crying & even if she acts like everything’s fine maybe just maybe shes really good at lying.

(Source: yanilavign3)

check out my Tumblr :) http://andthestorybegin.tumblr.com/

wouldn't change a thing

[Demi (Joe):]

It's like, he doesn't hear a word I say

His mind is somewhere far away

And I don't know how to get there

It's like all he wants is to chill out

(She's serious)

He makes me wanna pull all my hair out

(She's always in a rush and interrupted)

Like he doesn't even care

(Like she doesn't even care)

[Demi + Joe:]

You, me

We're face to face

But we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars (like different stars)

You're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

[Joe:]

She's always trying to save the day

Just wanna let my music play

She's all or nothing

But my feeling's never change

[Demi (Joe:)]

Why does he try to read my mind?

(I try to read her mind)

It's not good to psychoanalyze

(She tries to pick a fight to get attention)

That's what all of my friends say

(That's what all of my friends say)

[Demi + Joe:]

You, me

We're face to face

But we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars (like different stars)

but you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

[J:] When I'm yes, she's no

[D:] When I hold on, he just lets go

[J + D:] We're perfectly imperfect

But I wouldn't change a thing, no

Like fire and rain (Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane (You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars (like different stars)

but you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars (Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars (like different stars)

but you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a 

Wouldn't change a thing 

MY SUPER BEST FIREND

Viny Giorgina Taner! dia adalah cewe bawel yang adalah teman terbaik selama gw hidup. pernah ga sih lo di jauhin semua orang? gw pernah dan yang peduli cuma dia. yang nguatin gw dia, wlaupun kadang sedikit jadi iblis. bener bener sayang dia sampe gabisa di ungkapkan dengan kata kata. terlalu banyak kejadian dan gw males buat kasih tau disana. you guys will envy with us haha. aaaaah I love you just the way you are friend! I hope you love me just the way I am too :p smooch! :*

I don't care if you hate me because of my tweet. Just unfollow me on twitter dude. Don't be a backstabbing. If you can't say it in front of me, better you shut up. 

I miss my Junior High School friends

entah kenapa belakangan ini gw lagi kangen sama temen temen smp gw. yah, terutama Adrian, Stanley, Clarissa. mereka yg terbaik selama gw smp. tapi sekarang semua berubah. udah sma, udah masing masig dan udah masih jauh. kalo mau ngulang rasanya gw mau ngulang kelas 7 sampe kelas 9  sampe bulan november aja. karena selebihnya sucks! pengen banget jalan ber4, ketemu lagi, ngobrol2 lagi, tapi itu NGAK MUNGKIN! Teman terbaik udah jadi musuh dan mungkin susah untuk menjadi teman baik lagi (ini untuk seseorang) enatah mengapa saya kangen mereka. walaupun di sma punya temen juga, lebih banyak, tapi gw sayang mereka, terutama si A :) walaupun skrg dia udah gamau kenal gw, tapi dia tetep menjadi sahabat terbaik gw :) gw masih inget semua kenangan kita loh dan ngak akan gw lupain itu :) I miss you friends. Love you :*

Bruno Mars, The Man Behind The Wonderful Voice.

I love this Man! He's so damn handsome and perfect! ♥ 

His name is Peter Gene Hernandez. we called him Bruno Mars. The libra guy who was born in Hawai, 8 oktober 1986.  

He started his stardom as someone behind the scenes, as a member of a song-writting team called The Smeezingtons, which he founded with philip lawrence and ari levine. They composed loads of songs for different talents. Having succeeded as a co-writer and feature-artis, this son of Pete and Bernadette Hernandez released his EP titled It's Better If You Don't Understand on may 11, 2010. 

His debut album, Doo-Wops & Hooligans, which was digitaly released on October 4, 2010. The lead single 'Just The Way You Are' reached the top of the billboard hot 100. He was nominated for seven grammy's at the 53rd grammy awards , winning the best male pop vocal perfomance.

He comes to Jakarta, April 5 2011 and I come to His concert! Gosh I can see him! but I can't meet him face to face :( I wish someday :')

Bruno Mars is a multi-talented musician. He composes songs, sings the, and he can plays guitar, piano, and drum. and he can dance too. He's so sexy and I love his hair, smile, laugh, voice, everything about him. I'm your biggest fans! I love you my Bru!

your Indonesian Lady, ellen ♥ 

I want so badly to tell you how I feel, but I'm scared that to you, it wouldn't mean a thing.

tiada kusangka - soulvibe (for someone)

sesaatku merasakan

ada yang berbeda dari senyummu

itu senyum yang biasa

hanya terlihat terindah bagiku

apa yang ku rasa

begitu indah saat merasakannya

tiada pernah aku sangka

begitu indahnya cerita

antara kita berdua

sedalam dalamnya ku rasa

   betapa ku bertanya tanya

   adakah kau merasakannya

   inikah arti cinta

   benarkah apa yang kurasa

apakah kau merasakan

sedikit berbeda aku kepadamu ( aku kepadamu )

oh.. yeah.. aku tak bisa biasa

semua terlihat terindah bagiku

telah lama kusadari

dirimu sungguh berarti

dan tak pernah terpikir untuk rasakan

rasa berbeda antara kita

salahkah ku bicara tuk ungkapkan

benarkah apa yang ku rasa 2x